I’m surrounded by poison
I feel trapped. Trapped to live my own life. Trapped in poverty. Trapped in tge isolation. I can’t feel a true connection. I can’t love again. If I ever did truly love. No. I did. But nothing is right. Nobody is right. I’m doomed to explore deep into myself with nobody else to join me. I will not marry. I will not have kids. These are facts. Isolation overwhelms me.